My Journal Writing

Journal writing is homework in my study of writing III. My lecturer give this homework in order to we used to write. We have to write twelve journals writing to get good value. It is free writing. We can write anything in our journal writing. We also have to have blog to posting our writing if we want the best value. So, because of that I have this blog. Actually, I am shy to show my writing. But, I want to get the best value in my study of writing III.
It is not easy to write twelve journals writing in less than 2 months. Moreover, I seldom write. I don’t know what I want to write. This one is the twelfth, the last journal writing. I don’t have any idea to write my writing. I have written some ideas in my previous journals writing such as My Hobbies, Me and The Frog, My Best Friend, Why do you have to be selfish?, 3 Reasons Why I Don’t Like to Waste My Time For Fun, How to develop positive thinking, Accident, My Beloved Brother, Building Self-Motivation, My Big Mistakes, and Hidayat. I don’t get other idea to write this last journal writing.
In the midnight I get new idea. I want to write about journal writing. But I still don’t get supporting paragraphs, even supporting sentences to write this writing. I am confused. I am tired. And I am sleepy. But I have to finish this writing. I begin to write about my homework, journal writing. And the reason I write many journals writing in my blog. I get stuck again. Then, I get idea to write my previous journals writing on order to I get more sentences in this writing.
I have written two paragraphs in my journal writing. I make one paragraph again to support my writing. I write anything that exists in my mind. I don’t know it related or not to previous paragraphs, even to the title of my journal writing. I hope my lecturer informed and can accept this writing. Amin
*and my journals writing have finished … 

Hidayat

Hidayat is one of place which there is the funeral of great clerical in Riau provinces. Usually, people go there because of they want to visit the funeral or they have intention or vow to visit that place. We just can go to Hidayat by sea, no land road. If we want to go to Hidayat, we use boat or ship. It needs six hours to arrive there from Jambi. Three hours to go to Kuala Tungkal by land road, then three hours from Kuala Tungkal to Hidayat by sea (boat).
Actually, I have gone to Hidayat four times. I went to that place with my family to visit the funeral of great clerical. And the last time I went to Hidayat was when I was in Senior High School. We use boat to go there. Lots of beautiful scenery along the way we went there. My brother and I stand up holding the iron of the boat to see the scenery. It was very f un.
We arrived at the harbor of Hidayat. The funeral of great clerical is far enough from the harbor. So, we used motorcycle taxi to go there. After we arrived in the funeral, we take a rest in one of home resident which beside the funeral. Many people were there. They also want to visit the funeral. Then, we went to the funeral of great clerical together. We read yasin in the funeral to pray the great clerical. Interesting, many children like begging for pennies in front of the funeral. We have to prepare pennies to go to Hidayat. Because, it is one of traditions there.
We back to the home beside the funeral. Because in the home were sold souvenirs which religious. My mother bought its to give to my other family in my village. Then, we came back to our house. It is one of interesting place that I want to go there again. And I have the intention if I graduated from this university, I will visit that place again.
*wish me luck … 

My Big Mistakes

Everyone must have made a mistake in his life. They will be regret after done that mistake, won’t they? I am too. I have made big mistakes to my parents. I really regret it.
The first, I made mistake to my father. Someday, my mother got sick. But, she kept cooking for us. When my father back from working, he want to eat. My mother asked me to prepare the food for my father, because she can’t stand up, she got headache. I was very lazy to do that. But later I did it while nag. I didn’t know what I took. Then my father finished his lunch. My mother asked me again to clean it. But I didn’t want. Later, she cleaned it, she was surprised looking food scraps. She said that I was wrong preparing the rice. It is the rice yesterday. The new rice was still on the table. I really surprised and regret too. Because of my laziness, I did big mistake to my father.
Second, I made mistake to my mother. One day, in the morning I want to go to school. I have been already to school. I drive my motorcycle to go there. Suddenly, my mother asked me to drive her to the store. She wanted to buy something. I refused to drive her. I said that the store was not open yet. I also have to go at the time, if not I will be late. Moreover, I have to pick up my friend. But, she kept ask me to drive her. She said that it just a minute. Then, I agree to drive her. On the way, I drove the motorcycle very fast while nag and a little snapped her. Maybe my mother almost fell down because of that speed. I was right, the store was not open yet. My mother looks sad while said we just go home. I drove her to home and went to school quickly. On the way, I cried. I regret because I have snapped her and drive her by emotional. My mother just asked me to drive her for a minute, but I reply it by emotional attitudes.
These are my big mistakes to my parents. I really regret it. It happened because of my laziness. After that event, I never refused my parents anymore. I also promise to myself that I will not snap my parents anymore. I wanna be a good child for my parents.
*because I love them very much … 

Building Self-Motivation

Motivation is something that can move us to do what we want. Motivation can be good or bad things. It depends on who do that. Motivation can be built by us. This motivation is called self-motivation. Self-motivation is something that we need it to achieve our goals. Self-motivation must be come from ourselves. If you have a goal, you will try to achieve the goal. You will need motivation to do that. These are some ways that can help you to build your self-motivation.
First, you have to know what you want to achieve. If you don’t know what you want, you will not have motivation to do something. For example, you want to be a teacher. You will study hard and train yourself to be what you want. This action is self-motivated to become what you want. This motivation will encourage you to achieve your goal.
The second do what you want with pleasure. Enjoy your activity with gladsome. Don’t be burdened with your life goals. If you are not happy and can’t enjoy your life, it means that you don’t have life motivation anymore.
Next, trained hard is one of self-motivation. If you keep practicing and learning to get the best, you will be able to achieve what you want. Something will be easier achieved if we are already accustomed to doing.
The last, hanging out with people who have high motivation will help increasing your self-motivation. They will give suggestion and lesson to you in order to you can build your self-motivation. Watching and listening a good program such as Mario Teguh - The Golden Ways and Kick Andy are also help you to increase your self-motivation. Because, there are many motivation life that we can watch in that programs.
Over all, self-motivation is very needed to achieve our goals. With strong motivation within ourselves, we will get power to achieve our desire. So, let we build and increase our self-motivation start from now, in order to we can achieve what we want and our goals.
*do the best to get the best … 

My Beloved Brother

I have one brother. His name is Yoga Ananta Prasaswita. I call him, adeng (in banjarnese adeng mean younger brother). There is history of his name. Yoga is given by my father. I don’t know exactly why my father gives the name, but I know that he must give his children’s name beginning with the letter “Y”, like me Yenika. Ananta is given by my foster father. Ananta means anak kalimantan, it because my family come from South Kalimantan. Prasaswita means presiden reformasi wanita, it because when my brother was born, it coincides with the day inducted the first woman president in Indonesia. He has many nicknames, in my family he is called adeng, in his school he called Yoga, his friends call him Pras, and my host family call him Anang ( from Ananta). But, he never disputed that. He was born on July, 23th 2001. Now, he studies in SDN 22 in my village, grade fifth.
My brother is a cute kid. Although he is thin, he is a tall kid. He has a sweet smile. His skin is dark, it because he often goes play with his friends. He also goes to swim in the daytime. He has long eyelashes.
The ugliness is moody. He is moody kid. If he likes to do something, he will do, but if he wants to silent he will silent until his mood back again. He is a good brother. If I ask something to him, he will accept my request. He is a spoiled child. Maybe because he has a kind sister like me and he is the youngest child in my family. He is also a whiny child. If my parents don’t accept what he want, he will cry and more crying again if my parents scolded him because of that. But, he is a kid who easy to pity. If he sees our parents or I need a help or understanding, he will understand although we don’t ask for that.
All in all, my brother is someone who I love him very much and I really miss him. Since I live in this city, I seldom meet him again, because he lives with my parents in my village. Maybe he and I often fight if we meet, but I really miss that moment. Moreover in choosing television programs, we often fight over television remote. We just can agreed in one film, namely Zathura, tell story of brotherhood. We very like that film. It can be lesson for our brotherhood.
*I miss u very much my beloved brother, adeng <3

Accident

Have you ever had accident in your life? If you ever have got accident, you will be more careful to do your action, won’t you? Actually, I ever have had twice accidents in my life. And luckily I survived until now. The accidents very shook my mental. Moreover, it happen when I was still a kid. If you hear my story about the accidents, maybe you will believe that I have died at the time. But God very love me and I was given twice chance to live longer. Let me tell the incidents.
The first accident happened when I was in primary school. It happened in the river nearby my house. I often go to the river with my mother and my friends. I like go swimming there. Someday, in the afternoon I went to river. I invited my friends, but no one wants to go with me. So, I went alone to the river. Whereas, I never go alone there. And the other fact, no one is in the river. Usually in the morning and afternoon always crowded there. Then, I walked to the beams in the middle of the river through a board. When I almost arrived in the beams, I felt my body was not balanced. The board was very slick. I felt down into the water. I can swim, even I often across the river with my friends. But, at the time I felt my legs can’t move. I felt my body was almost drowned. I can’t breathe. I cried for help, but no one was there. I more felt my body drowned and can’t breathe anymore. Fortunately, in the rest of my breath, I saw a man help me. He lifted me to the river edge. I didn’t know what happened. When I woke up I was in my house. It turns out, the man who helped me was my neighbor. He is the father of my friend. They have helped me from the accident.
Second, the accident was happened two years later. The accident happened in the night. At that time in my house was very dark. The electricity was turned off. And my parents always ban me to light a candle in my room if I go sleep. They suggested me to use ordinary light. I followed the suggestion, but also violated their ban. The light was not bright, so I lit a candle, because I want to read my new magazine before I slept. My parents didn’t know. I didn't know exactly, suddenly I heard my mother called my name. I was lazy to wake up, but I heard my mother kept calling me and I also felt my room rather hot. It happens like a nightmare. My bed was on fire. I tried to extinguish the fire by me pillows. But the fire was more becoming. I was panic and confused, what should I do. I was afraid to wake my parents. They would be angry if they knew that I lit the candle. But I don’t have another chance. I called them. Fortunately, the fire can be extinguished by my father and my neighbor. Only the bed was burned. My mother just hugged me as long as people extinguished the fire. I was wrong. My parents were not angry. After my neighbor back to home, my parents hug me. They said that do not light candle in my room and do not think anything at the time. They also allowed me to not to go to school tomorrow and promise to me that they will buy a new better bed. They love me very much.
From two accidents above, I can learn that I have to be more careful in my life. It was an important lesson in my life, so I don’t repeat the same mistakes. I may not violate my parent’s ban. Thank you very much God, You always help and save me. Thank you very much for all people who helped me in my accidents. And thank you very much for my parents who always love me very much.
*I love you all .. 

How To Develop Positive Thinking

One of the best ways to be a success person is thinking positively. Someone who is success in his life always positive thinking in his heart, mind, and action. By positive thinking he will get what he wants to achieve in his life. And he also achieves what his goals in his life. Positive thinking can be developed by yours. You can start positive thinking by following this ways below.
For the first, to can thinking positively you should think optimistic. You have to think that you will get the best in your action and do not be pessimistic. Someone who thinks optimistic always believes that he can get what he wants. But if you think pessimistic it means you are negative thinking.
Second, you should always be thankful with what you had. You have to receive what is given by God. Believe our God give what we need in our life. By always be thankful, you can think positively. be positive thinking that God will give the best what you want and you need in your life. And you should be thankful for that.
Next, to develop your positive thoughts, fill your mind with positive things. For instance, watching, reading, and listening positive program. Even you can be friendship with people who have more positive thinking. It will help you to develop your positive thoughts.
And the last, you should be a sportive person. accept defeat is a good attitude. Don’t be surrender with a defeat. Think positive that you will be the winner in the future. The sportsmanship will help you to develop your positive thoughts.
To conclusion, if you wanna be a success person, you should have to be positive thinking. You can develop your positive thinking by following some ways above.
* Do it start from now and feel your mind and positive feeling in yourself.